your 1st line was a sleek hook. Parts of this poem are wildly good, but a few details perturb:
please un-underline your title.
The questions don't make sense to me (as questions, that is). I think they should be statements. Questions in poetry work if you're teasing readers with a koan-- not when you're revealing experience.
Don't repeat lapus lazuli ( line 19 )
Consider deleting your final line.
Also rework lines 23 -24. Sky doesn't need to be repeated.