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I told you I was excited to be starting  this new year with you and I meant it.
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I mean most of what I say.
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I'm avoiding being sweet and gearing towards honest.
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I pound my hands on my desk, my legs, my chair while I think of the right words
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Words to make you feel when my heart aches
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To make you think when i shed tears
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And I pound my hands on my desk, my arms, my feet while I think of the right words
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to sound like i can articulate whats in my head at any given moment of the day
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I constantly find myself thinking the thoughts
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I had the last time I kissed you, the last time I sat next to you with you alert
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sometimes its from weeks ago, three or four visits back and it comes back to mind
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I replay moments in my mind, the moments where I'm smiling
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The moments where you're at ease and wrap an arm around me
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The moments where neither of us are anything but with each other
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and the world can shatter for all we care
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I find myself missing you at these moments, holding emotions back.
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I told myself I was excited about starting this new year with you.
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It was the truth.
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It still is.
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I can't think when I think about you.
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I can hardly breath when I kiss you.
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I mean most of what I say.
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3 May 07

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you accomplished it, you were honest...
 — sShelled

It has great potential. Nice emotion. But try to make that into more flowing poetry. It seems  more like prose than anything
 — Gabriella

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